Unwind

Vacation Time!

You're excited to wake up early, brush your teeth & put on your new clothes. You're heading to grocery store with your Mom. You walked ahead to your favorite candy stand. All of the sweetiest, yummiest candies & chocolates you ever tasted. The moment it's sweetness slowly fades, you go back again & purchase another oe. You wouldnt allow a second of bitterness stay inside your mouth. This routine happens everyday until your teeth are slowly decaying. Your Mom noticed it & warns you to stop. But you just cant. How can you let go of a habit which makes you happy & satisfied? When its the only reason tou wake up early morning even if you slept late; That you continue walking even if your feet hurts. You become stubborn & wouldnt listen to anyone.

Then one morning, you could'nt barely smile coz your teeth start falling & the others become rotten. You cried hard & cant stop. Your Mom yells you again like bees stinging your ears. But you're still holding on thinking there are many many ways where your teeth can be fixed. Not just letting go of your fave habit, coz you want to hold to something more. Something so beautiful in the end. You are continualy hoping & will be hoping..

Then you can smile again.. -Glai

More on me..

u think u knw me?!..i bet u dnt..
bubbly on the outside but lugubrious on the inside..*which is juz natural for us*
been hurt, was left..on the process of moving on..
gratified with folks surrounding me..i was pampered & cared for..
dont wanna be left no more..dont wanna cry a lot..

This is me then..

--** my OHANA: i was catered well..a little bit spoiled esp. with my father..sort of "undoing" for missed bonding..inherited lengthy patience from my Mom..have a brother who i rarely talked to..then one morning, upon waking up, i juz LOST HIM.."QUALITY TIME"--can i buy one???!!

--** my BUDDIES: My beshy was alrady tied up & always praying for her happiness..

(presently) A scream!! cant take those smiles on my face w/ their company..my stubborness cant kick their ass off..their loyalty & genuity was tested & proven..i had found if not the best, the greatest friends in the world..*honest*

--** my ALMA MATER: im their product..molded with christian values & professionalism..survived the sleepless nights, some terror mentors, tiring co-curricular activities, trembling return demonstrations & exciting hospital & community exposures..

--** my WHITE CAP: not an "A" list in my "What i want to be"..destiny brings me here..be of service to the sick??! * bout me when i get sick?!*kiddin..whehe.. well, my heart is into it..nursing folks!shoot!

--** my HEART: strongest organ in my system..it can carry loads of torment..but now, it's filled with love..distance doesnt seem to matter..perfection seems unnoticed..quality time is not a hindrance..hard fights dont play a part.. honesty, loyalty, sincerity & being real..that's what keep us going..

--** my LIFE: im very sentimental..but i am pretty much on the happy side of life..thats why i fill my world with colorful stuffs..but like any others, i also have my "days of"..easilly giggles on petty things..jealousy & envy is no longer my game..a dreamer..my major defense mechanisms are intellectualization, fantasy, regression & supression..

never will i regret living in this life..

someone & some things are missing..but there are fillers..

LORD, I OWE EVERYTHING TO U!...and to everyone, thanks a lot!..**some things intentionally unshared**