More on me..

u think u knw me?!..i bet u dnt..
bubbly on the outside but lugubrious on the inside..*which is juz natural for us*
been hurt, was left..on the process of moving on..
gratified with folks surrounding me..i was pampered & cared for..
dont wanna be left no more..dont wanna cry a lot..

This is me then..

--** my OHANA: i was catered well..a little bit spoiled esp. with my father..sort of "undoing" for missed bonding..inherited lengthy patience from my Mom..have a brother who i rarely talked to..then one morning, upon waking up, i juz LOST HIM.."QUALITY TIME"--can i buy one???!!

--** my BUDDIES: My beshy was alrady tied up & always praying for her happiness..

(presently) A scream!! cant take those smiles on my face w/ their company..my stubborness cant kick their ass off..their loyalty & genuity was tested & proven..i had found if not the best, the greatest friends in the world..*honest*

--** my ALMA MATER: im their product..molded with christian values & professionalism..survived the sleepless nights, some terror mentors, tiring co-curricular activities, trembling return demonstrations & exciting hospital & community exposures..

--** my WHITE CAP: not an "A" list in my "What i want to be"..destiny brings me here..be of service to the sick??! * bout me when i get sick?!*kiddin..whehe.. well, my heart is into it..nursing folks!shoot!

--** my HEART: strongest organ in my system..it can carry loads of torment..but now, it's filled with love..distance doesnt seem to matter..perfection seems unnoticed..quality time is not a hindrance..hard fights dont play a part.. honesty, loyalty, sincerity & being real..that's what keep us going..

--** my LIFE: im very sentimental..but i am pretty much on the happy side of life..thats why i fill my world with colorful stuffs..but like any others, i also have my "days of"..easilly giggles on petty things..jealousy & envy is no longer my game..a dreamer..my major defense mechanisms are intellectualization, fantasy, regression & supression..

never will i regret living in this life..

someone & some things are missing..but there are fillers..

LORD, I OWE EVERYTHING TO U!...and to everyone, thanks a lot!..**some things intentionally unshared**